three and a half months ago.
i confessed my feelings to my dearest. <3 i was so insecure, and i almost didn’t say it. (though, i’m really glad that i did.) i had been thinking of telling him for a week beforehand, and i guess on 6/9/11 i finally decided that i would. and so the world’s greatest love was born.
two and a half months ago.
i freaked the fuck out, REALLY. my mother and i got into the biggest fight ever, there was screaming, curses, insults, physical violence. i was really glad that i had my dearest there for me (these last three and a half months have been the best, just so you know.) he really helped me calm down, even with my mother threatening to call the police. well, when i got home that night all hell broke...
a month ago.
a month ago i started my senior year of high school. it should have been a time of excitement and joy, but for me? no. for me, it’s a time of stress. a time of being at the brink of freaking out. it’s exhausting. so, so exhausting. (i am currently enrolled in 6 classes, 4 of which are advanced placement)
several days ago.
on thursday i had what you would call a breakdown, y’know, crying and all of that jazz, in the middle of art class. now, i don’t usually have things like that happen to me, and i was already going to go to the hospital later that day, so after i had mostly composed myself i texted my mother to ask her for when we went to the hospital, inquire about medication for...
an introduction of sorts.
of what you may see in this blog, this is one of the only times you shall see my name. Jazmin Tessier. (the one and only, or so I believe) I am old enough, yet too young to be self sufficient. I am troubled, but not troubled enough to seek help myself, it is my mother that forces help upon me. I have a few interests, just enough to keep me busy when i need to keep my mind off of things. I...